So what’s up ? Why is it just here ? It’s lonely or grateful for no other twigs ?
I love that the flowers are blooming and the bees are out. I love this time of year we have 3 lavender bushes in our yard and it’s the greatest smell ever.
You ever know where some one can be headed with a phrase or how or how long to hold on to see what the ending is ? ……
This is my life I start this, then I move into this, well and then maybe start it try to finish any of it. Which usually ain’t happening lol especially if you know me. I am sure you all have a pile of those those things I do too. I am great spectacular at starting these having the biggest to do finish pile ever. Another mental note to make … I will never remember talk to doctor about remembering meds – I am sure there is one for it there is one for almost anything.
I love my planners I love my journals and calendars and all that’s me. I am on top of it – I got it always going to make it. Never late unless he’s in charge , then of course we are on Joe time lol, that is a joke with all his friends too . I wish his friends would come visit , I don’t know many that well either.
Well this month is “Marked Safe from my PMS”.
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Oh you have to have sometime something to say !
Never grow up ?
I was up and out by the time I was 18. Living day to day, with a baby 👶 it can be done people are pathetic now. I though was also made to have a job at 15 to pay my parents. I co up never imagine that of my children. Never did. Now for their own enjoyment – hell yes. I did so much for my kids – my boys are great and I love my daughters more than life itself. I love my granddaughter and my soon to be grandson. He’s due May or June 2020 , of sure yet – or heck I will be honest , she doesn’t speak to me anymore. Might be good ?? I don’t bother her. Still not sure what happened that will be another post.
No matter how you raise someone or treat them you are never going to make a difference.
I love them all more than life itself. Makes this Coronavirus so damn scary.
I left them exactly a year and week ago 1600 miles away. I have tickets purchased and cannot see them to hold them check on them love them. Stupid bans which I know make since but I miss my kids. I need them.
What if I never see them again. What if I never …. that’s my mind.
Which is probably good , since it’s worst out here in the west coast instead of the MidWest.
I definitely don’t want to kill them. Give them anything they might not be exposed too.
I have started out patient full day tele group conference therapy.
I mean who that is loosing one home , one daughter, one son in law, and two beautiful grandchildren , ya know of course who we need therapy.
I don’t think being quarantined though with a 2 year old 3 year old and husband who maybe is 5-8 (he can wipe is own ass). Is not the time to be starting (“testing”) new drugs : KLONOPINS – PROZAC – LEXAPRO , and some other shit for nightmares and sleep.
Wow don’t you wish you were a fly on the wall ?
Or at least able to video – would be hilarious let me say. The mood swings the confinement.
Can I say though our yard is so fucking awesome. We have worked so hard. I have purged so much. Inside and outside- one good thing about the drugs.
I also have worked so hard on setting up a home office.
Let me tell you this shot looks awesome and now I am on short term disability. So it amazes me the amount I can get done.
My other half is on FMLA – yeah sad as shit I can’t stay awake I stumble , I fall, I forget a lot and I moody as SHIT.
My youngest daughter need to have her stuff purged a bit more, but have you ever really tried to purge the toys of a 2 & 3 year first and only grandkids ? Haha yeah I do have it decorated finally OMG that took forever. I need to purge her closet. My lock my self in there today and do that ! How the hell did the 3 year old get the room that is biggest and the closet the size of my master bathroom lol.
Get it done and 3 weeks later damn doing it again. I did get a lot of her clothes purged. She has no shorts – so that’s on my list to buy might go on line and do that now.
Her brother who is barely a year younger is doing well. His dad loves to buy him stuff. I am lucky there one less thing. Madison doesn’t wear diapers anymore so -her pants fit differently.
Wow what a random ass post.
I blame the prescription drugs !
Look forward to more musings – Ohhh !
Pictures too we had a side “gravel drive” poured, I am so damn excited. A place that we can park our cars not in the street ever rain mud snow whatever !!
We got mulch for the front yard now too so it looks good.
Pictures to come of it all !!
Good morning. It’s going to be a great day to have 10 cubic yards of manure for the garden, 10 cubic yards of soil, and 20 cubic yards of mulch delivered. Haha. Thankfully our neighbor is having just as much delivered , we have cool neighbors. That wind blowing so harsh today – yay fence fixed by my love 😍 yeah I am lucky
Living on the front range in Colorado is interesting – totally different than the Midwest or Florida. How do they live with no air or humidity lol ? We are adjusting. 60% of our yard is sunshine Colorado sun which is a so different than sun anywhere else. That 40% though stays frozen and wet. Not after today lol.
I love lamp 🪔
Good day world off to my office in my basement voluntarily , I might add. That has no friends or co workers with any dying deadly diseases.
We have completed the toddler play area/corral
We recycled pallets and used recycled tree bark … we worked 3 days on this, now just need to clean them for this year. What to clean outside toys with ?
Can’t wait to update the #mulch pictures today, tonight, tomorrow.
I for sure need to learn how to pour/lay concrete ! #doityourselfconcrete